I begged them for more time.
They wouldn’t listen.
Terrified of having nowhere safe to care for my newborn, I finally signed.
Later, Mom told me Fabian had gone to an adoptive family.
She refused to reveal where.
I returned home to an empty drawer and the little crocheted booties I’d made.
Eventually, I moved out and began searching.
I contacted adoption agencies, reviewed records, and hired investigators.
Nothing led me to Fabian.
But I never stopped hoping.
I carried one of his tiny booties in my purse for thirty-one years.
Then, at forty-nine, I experienced a medical emergency and needed surgery.
The next afternoon, my surgeon entered my hospital room.
As he leaned over my chart, a silver cross slipped from his collar.
My heart raced.
“Where did you get that necklace?”
He looked surprised.
“My father gave it to me.”
I pointed toward the small mark on its arm.
“I put that cross in my son’s blanket the day he was born.”
The doctor became very still.
Then he pulled up a chair.
“My name is Fabian,” he said quietly. “And I think I’m your son.”
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